I've kinda given up on this header business...

I need to get into the habit of updating more frequently. I always mean to, but never get around to it.

So, currently I'm a zombie working my job, and hating it. Sure, I'm good at it, better than I thought I would be, but I can't stand it. I get yelled at all day for things I can't control. Sure, sometimes I can help people out just fine and help solve their problems, and I get paid to do it, but at the end of the day, I don't feel like I've accomplished anything. Needless to say I'm currently on the hunt for another job. I thought it would be fun as a side job over the holidays to do window painting for shops. I'd be really really good at it, and at least I would enjoy it a lot.

I feel like I want to create art, but it still isn't coming as easily as I'd like it to.

The wedding day came and went, all I did was work. It was a slow day, and people were of course rude and mean to me. I wanted to yell at all of them "Is it your wedding day?! Was your wedding canceled?!" Of course that wouldn't be such a great idea, seeing as that would get me fired. It was difficult to get through, and I felt dreadful all day and night, but these things happen. I'm not sure I would've made that pretty of a bride anyway. Not now, anyway.

I miss my darling.

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Commission me? Please?